chaotic energy: allowing yourself you be seen
calling all my fellow works in progress (and of course more about life as a projector)
So welcome to the first chaotic energy report, formerly the vibe report where I investigate what’s been happening energetically in my world!
FIRST, HOW ELSE WOULD YOU DESCRIBE BEING ALIVE RN?? We’re into blessing this mess. Caution, meet Wind!
Calling something chaotic is about going full force, embracing the unexpected! Chaotic feels big, like it doesn’t hold back. Unpredictable even! DARE I SAY THERE MAY BE SOMETHING SEXY WITHIN THE CHAOS!
This simple title shift opened up a new world of inner inquiry for me (it’s always the littlest things, isn’t it?) In the attention economy, I put so much weight on titling my work snappily AND accurately; it’s a strange little sticking point and sometimes I let it stop me from producing! Titles are meant to give a peek behind the curtain, distilling the essence down to the bones. BUT WHAT IF you don’t really know what the project is?
This is all to say, I’ve been thinking about how there’s no problem in allowing things to be a work in progress. The only “problem” is how vulnerable it feels to live and learn with a potential audience. To do the work out in the open and figure it out.
As a Projector - being seen is a fundamental element of operating in flow.
EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT A PROJECTOR - Understanding how all the types work and interact helps us each get aligned and harmonized as a larger community. It is my desire in life to see the chart of every single person I interact with (am I serious or not, you can decide for yourself)
According to the info out there, Projectors are anywhere from 20-25% of the general population which means - even if you aren’t a Projector, you likely have a Projector in your life (never forget, at the very least you have me 😘)
Projectors operate though recognition and invitation. If not properly recognized, they are not going to be properly invited (I started digging into this in my last missive)
If we have established that recognition is the precursor to the invitation, what is the precursor to being recognized? Seeing yourself and giving yourself space to be seen! SELF-RECOGNITION!
Projectors do not have control over the invitation (impossible)
Projectors cannot control who recognizes them (if only, lol)
SO WHAT DO PROJECTORS HAVE THE AUTONOMY TO DO? Show up. Show up and been seen!
HOW DO WE DO THIS? IF YOU ARE A LEO, YOU’RE GOOD! 😉 keep up that leonine energy.
If the idea of being seen makes you want to delete every post from your IG (yes, I have done this before) that’s why we have the healing arts.
For me - as I keep carving away at my purpose and showing up, it shows me how important it is to dig into our subconscious.
At its core, Human Design is about learning to let your body lead you. Your body holds the truth. Are you listening?
If you don’t know where to start - SHADOW WORK! SOMATIC WORK! ASKING YOURSELF WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO!
(spoiler alert - there’s no one size fits all solution) are great places to start.
If you want to know what’s in your aura - dig deeper into your design. ALL OF THESE ELEMENTS WORK TOGETHER! We listen to our body, we do “the work” so that we can let our light shine bright. We’re all little pieces of the puzzle. Here to harmonize, here to help each other - here to contribute our little piece of individual pizzazz.
WELCOME BACK to the same newsletter with a new name and I’m glad you are here.